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I'm hoping that by sharing with you my sad story that you will
know internet porn is a severe sin. My story will be of
interest if you want to know what happens to bad people,
especially those who evily thought they were good. I am
confessing to you that as a consequence of my evil behavior
I have been subject to God's wrath, possessed by demons for
over two years now in north Orange County, CA. In short,
internet porn and sin have totally ruined my life.

It all started back in November 2002 when I was told in my
head, "I'm sorry!" meaning I was to be damned. I believe
this was due to my habit of homosexual internet porn and my
feeling of intense guilt over hating illegal aliens, and
possibly having been caught making a threatening comment. I
continued my habit of internet porn, then showed up for church
and was baptized, hoping heaven would fix my problems for me
and thinking I was a good man.

The consequences: I have been living in "h-e-a-l-l," between
heaven and hell in my body and soul, for over two years. I
have blasphemied heaven countless times, and continued to do
homosexual conduct in my dreams--and I will be going to the
lake of fire after I'm dead. Some people do go to the lake;
heaven has even had me smelling smoke! I tried to do good
at the beginning of "h-e-a-l-l", stupidly moving from church
to church and trying, pathetic in my lack of enthusiasm, to
talk to the homeless. In other words, I found out that I
definitely wasn't a good man at all; I came to know myself
as a very evil man. While trying to help the homeless was
a good thing, I was not able to do enough for me to be
"approved" of by heaven and be free of demons.

In November, 2003, I had an unsuccessful exorcism. I should
mention that heaven has told me that I will never be free of
the demons until I die. They do exist and want evil to happen.
I have even tried to commit suicide to end the pain in my life
and to prevent people near me from being hurt by demons. I
hope that you will tell others never to do internet porn,
as it totally destroyed my life.